It just my freak story

Saya Pikir

(*)Saya Pikir, Hidup Itu Harus Banyak Meminta ~ Ternyata Harus Banyak Memberi.

(*)Saya Pikir, Sayalah Orang Yang Paling Hebat ~ Ternyata Ada Langit Di Atas Langit.

(*)Saya Pikir, Kegagalan Itu Final ~ Ternyata Hanya Sukses Yang Tertunda.

(*)Saya Pikir, Sukses Itu Harus Kerja Keras ~ Ternyata Kerja Harus Cerdas.

(*)Saya Pikir, Kunci Surga Ada Di Langit ~ Ternyata Ada Di Hatiku.

(*)Saya Pikir, Tuhan Selalu Mengabulkan Setiap Permintaan ~ Ternyata Tuhan Hanya Memberikan Yang Kita Perlukan.

(*)Saya Pikir, Makhluk Yang Paling Bisa Bertahan Hidup Adalah Yang Paling Pintar, Atau Yang Paling Kuat ~ Ternyata Yang Paling Cepat Merespon Perubahan.

(*)Saya Pikir, Keberhasilan Itu Karena Keturunan ~ Ternyata Karena Ketekunan.

(*)Saya Pikir, Kecantikan Luar Yang Paling Menarik ~ Ternyata Inner Beauty Yang Lebih Menawan.

(*)Saya Pikir, Kebahagia-an Itu Ketika Menengok Keatas ~ Ternyata Ketika Melihat Kebawah.

(*)Saya Pikir, Usia Manusia Itu Diukur Dari Bulan Tahun ~ Ternyata Dihitung Dari Apa Yang Telah Dilakukannya Kepada Orang Lain.

(*)Saya Pikir, Yang Paling Berharga Itu Uang Emas Permata ~ Ternyata Yang Paling Mahal Itu Kesehatan Dan Nama Baik…

«Saya Pikir~Indahnya Berbagi»

“Ternyata Smoga Bermanfaat

The One That Loving You

1. Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah bisa memberikan alasan kenapa ia mencintai kamu, yang ia tahu dimatanya hanya ada kamu satu²nya.

2. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya,dimatanya kamu selalu yang tercantik/tertampan walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah berlebihan atau kamu merasa kegemukan.

3. Orang yang mencintai kamu selau ingin tau tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, ia ingin tau kegiatan kamu.

4. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan sms seperti “slmt pagi”,“slmt hri mggu” “slmt tidur”, walaupun kamu tidak membalas pesannya.

5. Kalau kamu berulang tahun dan kamu tidak mengundangnya setidaknya ia akan telpon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim sms.

6. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang ia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah lupa setiap detailnya, karena saat itu adalah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.

7. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingat tiap kata2 yang kamu ucapkan bahkan mungkin kata2 yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengatakannya.

8. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menyukai lagu-lagu kesukaanmu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD/kaset kamu,karena ia ingin tau kesukaanmu, kesukaanmu kesukaannya juga.

9. Kalau terakhir kali ketemu, kamu sedang sakit flu, terkilir, atau sakit gigi, beberapa hari (bahkan secepatnya) kemudian ia akan mengirim sms atau menelponmu dan menanyakan keadaanmu.. karena ia mengkhawatirkanmu.

10. Kalau kamu bilang akan menghadapi ujian ia akan menanyakan kapan ujian itu dan saat harinya tiba ia akan mengirimkan sms “good luck” atau menelponmu untuk menyemangati kamu.

11. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tapi itu ialah suatu barang yang istimewa buat dia.

12. Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat,saat sedang berbicara ditelpon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi bingung saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup karena kamu telah mengguncang dunianya. (aga` lebe sih but its true!)

13. Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada didekatmu dan ingin menghabiskan hari2nya denganmu. Tidak peduli resiko dia dimarahi ortu atao ga gaul ma temen deketnya…

14. Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke kota lain untuk waktu yang lain ia akan memberikan nasehat supaya kamu waspada dengan lingkungan yang bisa membawa pengaruh buruk bagimu.

15. Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.

16. Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal2 yang konyol spt menelponmu 100x dalam sehari, atau membangunkanmu ditengah malam karena ia mengirim sms atau menelponmu. karena saat itu ia sedang memikirkan kamu.

17. Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang merindukanmu dan melakukan hal2 yang membuat kamu jengkel atau gila, saat kamu bilang tindakannya membuatmu terganggu ia akan minta maaf dan tak kan melakukannya lagi.

18. Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dengan sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia!

19. Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka namamu akan menghiasi sbgn besar “INBOX”nya.Ya ia masih menyimpan pesan dari kamu walaupun pesan itu sudah kamu kirim sejak berbulan2 bahkan bertahun2 yang lalu.

20. Dan jika kamu menghindarinya atau memberi reaksi penolakan, ia akan menyadarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupanmu walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya. Karena yang ia inginkan hanyalah kebahagiaanmu.

21. Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada disana menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain. Ya…………ia selalu menunggumu. Sakit memang, tapi itu yang mungkin pernah kita niatkan.

Teruntuk dia yang selalu ada di dalam hatiku
yang membuat hari - hari hitam putihku menjadi berwarna
yang membuatku perlahan menjadi lebih baik
yang membuatku benar - benar indahnya hidup

Here I am, loving you, and will always loving you

Bagaimanapun kondisi pasangan kita, bersyukurlah .. karena bisa jadi ia-lah pasangan yang paling tepat buat kita. Jangan “lihat ke kanan-kiri” ketika ada hal-hal yg kurang pada pasangan, sama-sama perbaiki, saling introspeksi, bersemangat dalam meningkatkan kebaikan dalam diri masing-masing, juga pada diri pasangan kita :)

Unplanned

This is a post form my previous blog around 2years ago

It was a Sunday and I was overslept today. I woke up at 7 a.m since my mom forgot to wake me up. Today I’m planned to go to Novi’s home to teach her a subject that will be tested tomorrow. After took a bath and ate, I went to Novi’s home at 10 a.m. It took 40 minutes to get her home since the distance itself is quiete far, about 15 miles. Finally, I’ve made it. I knocked at her door and waited for a bit till she opened the door.

First time I saw her, I’m a bit suprised. She looked different. She wore short and shirt. Usually I saw her always using long pants and never showed her leg. Then she let me in and gave me a drink n foods. The study begun then. At the first, I thought that it will take hours for study. But it finished in less than half of hour. It was 11.20 a.m when I saw the clock. We planned to go to cafe located near her home.

After praying, we went to the cafe. It was a bit far than what i’ve imaged. Finally, we made it. Wow! The cafe itself has unique building to see from the outside but the sun burn our skin so we had to come in. Now taking about the food. I’m don’t know what does it called in English its name is Bakpao. It’s like bread with ‘something’ inside it. Unlike the other Bakpao that made from common flour, at this place, it made from flour of sweat potatoes. It tasted very delicious but we had full already. It was 1 p.m , we confused where to go as we were lazy to back home. We decided to go to tea garden.

Unfortunately, we both forgot about the way to get the tea garden. After asked people about the way to get there, finally we got arrived. It’s a wonderful place to get calmness and peace for heart. The garden lied widely as far as our eyes can see. It was very green. What a beautiful view. We walked along the street, joked, and laughed together. We took lot of picture of us with natural background of this place. The thing I enjoyed to is walking next to her. I love to walk beside her. But somehow my heart beat faster than usual and nerve. But I gained control of it soon. It was very fun but made me tired. Why? Because I carried her uphill, but it was fun indeed. Unfortunately, we were unable to stay at this place longer. It would be closed at 4 p.m. It was our own fault. We went to this place without planning it first. If we went go earlier, we would be able to enjoy this place longer. 

Shocked

This is a post form my previous blog around 2years ago

“You look so beautiful today

When you sitting there

It’s hard for me to look away

So I try to find the word that I could say..

But it seems you froze me”

It was a beautiful day of mine. Finally, I fulfilled my missing to Novi. I met her today. Although it just one day we didn’t meet each other, it such a great pain for me. Another day without her with me is like a life without breathing, of course it just a hyperbole :-P. Without breathing, we gonna die. Why should we die for someone while we can life for her/him?

This is a post form my previous blog around 2years ago

She shocked me twice today. First, when I waited for her to pick her up to school. I was shocked indeed. I looked around to find where she is and suddenly she talked beside me.. I thought that it was a ghost, but it was an angel… lol.. Just a hyperbole too..

The second is what made me almost died by shocked. When I rode my bike and she was on the back, we talked and my concentration was divided. Suddenly, a bike was coming from the opposite. I really shocked by this but I cauld avoid the crash. My heart beat fast. While normal tempo is 125 bpm, it became 180 bpm. But there was something that made it became 250 bpm. Novi hugged me suddenly since she was afraid. This was made my heart beat faster. I lost my breath. Lost my consciousness. Lost my thought. Lost my mind for a while.

I`m Happy

This is a post form my previous blog around 2years ago

Hello guys, my final test has been ended a weeks ago. But i’ve been busy with my life so i have no time to write any blog. But I wanna share you what I got and passed during my busy day. Actually what make me busy is neither a business that make me earn money nor playing game. But it was very interesting compared to both of them. It was being together with my beloved friend. Her name is Novi and she is my classmate. She is very unique compared to all of my friend, not sure what make me think about it. She has long straight hair, shit!! I like long hair girl. I started close with her few days before I faced my final test. We spent our night by texting, sending sms, each other (dunno how it’s called in English lol). This happened not only before the test held but we did it during the test itself. We slept at very late night and slept 3-4 hours only. Yet, we should keep our health by resting enough. But we didn’t. For me, it being a great things in my life. While texting with her, I know what she doing. Whenever she told me that she was studying, it encouraged me to do so. Without you, I might not study hard like this during the test. Thank you Nov. As the time goes on, my relationship become closer with her. After the test has been done, we go, walk, and laugh together. We are together for 7 days non-stop. This is what made me so busy. It was tired days, but it was the days that I enjoyed to.

The thing I like the most is being next to her. When I close to her, I feel calmness and happiness. She has soft sight, that’s what make me like to look into her eyes deeply . Although it is contrary to her face  :-). Now, my behavior to her has been changed a bit. I’m becoming more care than before. 

But it seems that somebody don`t wanna this happened. But, why the hell we should care about it? This is our own life, we have the right to do everything in our life. This is none of your business. Lol

Miss You

This is a post form my previous blog around 2years ago

It hurt….

Wound so sore…

3 days without you was a great pain for me. Still, I was missing you this night. I couldn’t wait tomorrow to see you. You drove me crazy, really. Although we spent night by texting till midnight, it couldn’t be a potion to heal my miss to you. You gave me poison, a poison of missing you. You are the one who have the antidote of it. But you didn’t give it to me. It seemed that you let me die beacouse of missing you. How cruel you are.